Salam...huhhhh...now dats a long sigh..know what i juz found out?..realitily found out?.....the people around you could really turn you in to them~~!!....i've been living gloomily as a kid..seriously..first 2 years i cant remmber anything..supposedly...second 2 years of scariness...then 6 years of inferiority...next 10 years gloomily (lucky i have seriously fun friends at school)...hey, i'm greatfull with my life really...just reminding myself..not to become tooooo adapted with surroundings....IT WILL EAT YOUR INSIIIDEESS~~...anyway..my poly life is really fun..living with fun loving people..in a fun surroundings.....i came to be a fun person....after that i came to work for a year...my fun side sticks with me...then i got into uniten.....WHERE IT ALL BEGINS...i'm referring to gloominess..how can i not!...first semester..HELLISH!!..second semester is fun..eventho we are in the middle of nowhere..thanx to my roommate..fuh alhamdulillah..then the short sem killed my sense of feeling..how can it not?..i LITERALLY lived alone for 3 months in a deeeep forest.lucky i still remember how to speak my tongue n not became mowgly or tarzan or sumthing..then came 2 semesters of gloominess in da house...where negative auras all over the place...n it got me..it really really really got me....once again...i got gloomy..and unfortunately...it sticks with me!!....now i'm in my 5th sem..i'm living with a load of fun people..but their sunshine cant get through my thick gloomy cloud....seriously rite...i think i need to slow it down with this 'adapting with surrounding thing' after this....if people around is ok...good..lets get ok with them...if they are sad sentimental people..ask them if theres anything u can help..if its bcoz they are naturally 'mentally disturbed'..fine..lets leave them alone!!!

hentian ini!!

teka aku kat persimpangan dilema mana nih?..heheh...aku kat psimpangan OSAKA-KYOTO-TENRI kot!!!....dengan machonya saya berdiri di NARA..agagag...disebabkan blog aku ni tkde sape folo or tau kewujudannye...tk bleh dikira riak ar kan kan??..hikhik...